sitting here at a starbucks waiting for david and tim to finish their romantic one on one time with each other so that we can grab lunch together there are five sugars in my coffee already and but its not sweet enough so i might add another please forgive me for not writing any text posts on here lately but life has been difficult as of late maybe to say that it is rough would be an understatement but i dont know all i know is that i am in the worst slump and i dont want to talk about it and i dont want to read my bible and i dont want to pray but by God’s glorious grace im gonna try to fight against this feeling so that my answer when people ask me how im doing isnt “i’m hanging in there anymore” and so that i dont feel like i’m constantly suffocating because things are just too darn hard, ya know so im just going to sit here at starbucks and add another sugar to my coffee and continue to be a stranger here until my friends come to retrieve me thank you as aways tumblrverse for letting me rant and ramble and be as melodramatic as i want to be heres hoping that things get better soon.





